I was a devotee of Love-Ananda for some time. I never intended to
leave Him. But I got caught up in life. I just moved away from community to study,
and from there I lurched from one crisis to the next. The more I attended to my
crap, the more stuck I became in it . . . like quicksand. I always intended to
return one day. Now He is gone (at least in human form) and I am wretched with
I have decided to return to the community and re-affirm my vow to
About a week ago, I had a dream about Beloved Adi Da. He was
giving Darshan and was walking through a crowd of people. He came to me and I
was straining to turn to Him. He pushed me about a little, then I looked at His
face and I saw a face within His face. The inner face was made up of triangles
of light. And the inner face said: "Just notice Who you're looking at!"
time to return.
TO "ADI DA'S DIVINE MAHASAMADHI AND ADIDAM IN PERPETUITY"