The Synchronicity of the Internal and External Worlds
It was the summer of 1989. I would soon become Adi Da's devotee — but not before He
Gracefully gave me an extraordinary Revelation about the nature
of Reality as a Unity that transcends the apparent split between
the subjective and the objective.
I had been reading Adi Da's autobiography, The
Knee Of Listening, a book filled with Revelation. One
of its many extraordinary Revelations is described in the chapter,
"The Understanding on the Beach".
In this chapter, Adi Da describes a period and process He went
through early in His own life (while living on a beach in Northern
California). The sense (and action) of "separate self" is the
source of the apparent distinction between "inside" and "outside":
internal, subjective events (like feelings, thoughts, dreams,
etc.) and external, objective events. Begin to transcend that
sense of separate self, and the wall between "internal" and "external"
— which we ordinarily presume is a given — starts
to crumble.
In the process, one experiences remarkable revelations,
and eventually discovers (and realizes) the synergy of the
mind and every movement of Energy in the world. It was this
synergy, or synchronicity, this conscious coincidence of
the internal and external world, that I discovered (and
realized) at that time. . . The internal and external events
in my experience began to demonstrate a common source or,
rather, a coincident pattern. My own thought or images,
then, began to arise in a similar pattern to my external
experiences. A narrative was being constructed as my very
life, which was itself a mythic form.
Avatar Adi Da Samraj
"The Understanding on the Beach", The
Knee Of Listening
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All this process of writing and observation that I described
to you — in that process, I discovered the inherent
Unity between subjectivity and objectivity. It got to the
point of such openness to it all, that something would occur
in a dream, and a corresponding thing would happen in the
waking state. That inherent Unity absolute in everything
was Revealed through that process of submitting Myself.
. .
A thought would occur or an image, in the waking state
(or sometimes in dreams), and the next day or within the
following days, "exteriorly" (in "life mode"), I'd see a
similar "something", or have a similar experience. I'd think
of someone, and then see them walking down the street. This
didn't just happen once or twice. This was happening over
and over and over again. A thought would have a correspondence
in the world. There would cease to be any difference whatsoever
between the subjective and the objective. They were "in
cooperation" with one another, part of a Unity.
So I proved this by entering most simply and deeply into
this process of observing, without the slightest inclination
that it be one way or another.
Avatar Adi Da Samraj
the CD, The
God Who Truly Is (March 28, 1994)
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The Unity between the internal and external worlds was the Revelation
Adi Da received during His time on the beach through profound
sadhana,
and — simply through reading His account (and being open and responsive to Him) — I Gracefully
was given a form of this same Revelation.
I have already mentioned some amazing synchronicities that gave
my life the feeling of a dream or, to use Adi Da's phrase (in the first quote above), a "mythic
form" (that was almost like a fairy tale, organized around Him):
being in His physical company (at Columbia University) when I was an infant and He was
still a teenager; winning an award in a public speaking competition like He did
(mine was "third place" in a New England wide competition among sixth graders in Catholic schools); being meditated by Him on
September 10, 1970,
the day of His Re-Awakening, when I was 14; going to the same universities as
Him — Columbia University (for undergraduate studies) and
Stanford University (for graduate studies).
The Summer of Synchronicity
In an earlier section, I mentioned my experience with dice-rolling and telekinesis, demonstrating the psychophysical responsiveness of external circumstances to internal intention. So prior to 1989, I was already open and receptive, to some degree, to the psychophysical nature of the universe. But, thanks to Adi Da's Grace (and my having just read His account in The Knee Of Listening), over the course of the summer of 1989, I began to have extraordinary
experiences of synchronicity non-stop, in the way Adi Da
had described in His autobiography. I'd have a thought, and then
something in the "external world" would complete the thought,
or complement the thought. It might be something on a billboard
on the side of a road; a song on the radio; a newspaper headline;
something someone else said to me; etc. It took many forms, but,
in these synchronicity experiences (which would happen many times
each day), whatever was "outside" would resonate with a thought
or feeling I had just had "inside".
I began to enjoy looking around to see just how the universe
was going to reflect some thought or feeling I was having. . .
and often would laugh at the humorous form of the universe's "response"!
For example, on one particular day, moved by Adi Da's Teaching about "egoity as the avoidance of relationship", I was exploring the nature of relationship.
I would "try" to be relational with everyone I met, but —
it didn't matter how I chose to express or not express myself
— the very effort of trying to be relational seemed
to undermine actually being relational, and reinforce the
feeling of being separate.
However, the next day, I woke up in a very happy state, and throughout
the rest of the day, I was effortlessly relational with everybody,
beaming at every person — I couldn't help myself! And the
response was extraordinary: everyone beamed back at me. It all
was completely effortless, completely spontaneous, on my part
and theirs. So this was the secret: to be relational, you just
need to be already happy. You can't start from the position
of being separate and do something strategic to become non-separate
or relational; you simply have to be already non-separate
— initially through Grace, and ultimately, through Realization.
The key, then, is to be "linked up" with a steady, relentless
source of Grace — like Adi Da.
Relationship is not established as a result of something that somebody does. An act by someone else may remind you of relationship, but it does not create it. Relationship fundamentally already and always exists. It always has existed, and it is your Condition in Truth.
Avatar Adi Da Samraj, The Incarnation of Love
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At the end of the day (of work at my university), I walked out
to my car, feeling exuberant at having received a great lesson.
I stepped into my car, sat down, turned on the radio, and my mouth
dropped open as I listened to Frank Sinatra singing, "When
You're Smiling, The Whole World Smiles With You". I burst
into long and loud laughter. If I had been watching my life turned
into a movie, no one could have picked a more perfect (and perfectly
delightful) song for the soundtrack to accompany that particular
"scene" in my life!
When
you're smiling,
when you're smiling,
the whole world smiles with you.
When you're laughing,
when you're laughing,
the sun comes shining through.
But when you're crying,
you bring on the rain.
So stop that sighing:
be happy again!
Keep on smiling,
'cause when you're smiling,
the whole world smiles with you!
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Documenting a Miraculous Synchronicity
I was able to document another miraculous synchronicity
that summer, through a series of photographs.
I had set up a simple altar in my room, with a photograph of Adi Da in the center, and a vase of fresh cut flowers on the side, which I replaced every couple of days.
One day, one of the flowers began to move!
It was too slow for me to see the movement simply by watching. But, after leaving the room for a few hours, I came back and could swear that that flower had changed position!
So, to persuade myself that I wasn't seeing things, I began taking photographs every few hours, to capture what appeared to be a miracle in progress. . .
Here is the result.
Keep your eye on that drooping purple flower to the front and
right!
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It has now swung to face forward. . .
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And now it is RAISED UP, and is turning toward Adi Da!
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The whole time, just that one flower moved. All the others remained stationary.
Many years later, I would discover that there were
other occasions when flowers miraculously turned toward Adi Da
(when He was physically in the room), or, in this case, toward
His picture. For instance, Hellie Kalogeros tells of one such
occasion in her story, The
Turning of the Flowers. Tom Closser describes another occasion
in his story, Everything
Bows to the Divine Lord.
Perhaps there is a unique context or significance for each such miracle. On this occasion, synchronicity was the significance. Even as I turned toward Adi Da that summer (in preparation for becoming His devotee), so did this flower in my room.
A Synchronicity Fireworks Show
In the manner of all great fireworks shows, this entire Graceful,
Revelatory summer culminated in a spectacular finale: a dazzling
display of synchronicity upon synchronicity.
My girlfriend and I decided to spend the weekend travelling.
We had no particular plans, just the impulse to spend some time
away. From New York (just north of New York City), we drove down
to Washington, D.C. We took in the sights of the city, and then
stopped for a late dinner in a little restaurant in Georgetown,
a historic section of the city. Without any idea of what to do
the next day, we took a look at the map. There were so many possibilities:
spend more time looking around D.C.; visit the Shenandoah National
Park; head east to Assateague Island; on and on. We finally decided
to visit Luray Caverns in Virginia, a couple of hours drive west.
My family and I had visited the caverns when I was a boy, and
I remembered being delighted by them.
So we started driving. After a couple of hours, we were almost
to Luray. We passed a lot of motels, and then we turned into the
parking lot of one of them, for no reason other than we were both
exhausted. We checked into the motel, and got the key to our room.
After unpacking, I began to settle in, but my girlfriend (who
had a heightened sense of smell) was bothered by the mold in the
room, so we went back to the office and fortunately were able
to get another room.
Luray Caverns
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Next day, we spent the entire morning exploring the vast, subterranean
chapels and cathedrals of stalactite and stalagmite formations
in Luray Caverns, which we both thoroughly enjoyed. Then we drove
home.
The following weekend, I visited an old friend in New York City.
I hadn't seen her in years, and we greeted each other warmly.
We started "catching up" each other on our lives. At some point,
the conversation came round to the previous weekend.
She and her boyfriend had decided to get away from the city and
go travelling.
I smiled, thinking: "Sounds familiar."
She described how they just got in the car, and with no plan
in mind, headed down to Washington, D.C.
I sat up on the couch a little straighter, and began to pay close
attention to her every word.
After spending a full day in D.C., they ended up in Georgetown
for dinner.
Now there were over a hundred restaurants in Georgetown. . .
and while nice, the restaurant my girlfriend and I ate at was
nothing special so I thought to myself, "No way they would have
eaten at the same restaurant!"
Even so, I waited in anticipation.
And then she said the name of the restaurant — it was exactly
the restaurant we had eaten in!
This was beginning to feel like a dream. . .
I asked her the time she was there, and it turned out that she
and her boyfriend arrived a half hour after we did. All of us
were in the restaurant at the same time, but unaware of it.
When I made my friend aware of these remarkable coincidences,
she too began to get very excited.
Now we were racing to get the words out, speaking over each other
in our hurry.
They too had decided where they should go next, among
all the many tourist attractions in the area!
They too had fixed upon Luray Caverns!
They too had headed out on the highway toward Luray!
They too had passed many motels, and then had turned in
at random to one of them — our motel!
They too were given (by the same office clerk) the key
to the very same (moldy) room. But neither of them particularly
noticed the moldy smell, so they took the very same room
we had moved out of. . . as it turns out, only ten minutes before!
They too had a wonderful time the next day, as they spent
the morning in Luray Caverns — no doubt only a few feet
away from us much of the time. . .
And then they too headed home.
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We both sat in silence for a good long while. What else can one
do when Reality reveals one of its great Mysteries in such a
spectacularly dramatic way?
Chapter 10