The
Divine Mahasamadhi of Adi Da Samraj: A Personal AccountMichael
Shaw Michael
Shaw lived and served closely around Avatar Adi Da Samraj for many years.
From teaching horsemanship to Adi Da's daughters, to managing Adi Da Samraj's
household and travels, Michael has regularly served within the Divine Guru's intimate
sphere. Michael has also participated in several of Avatar Adi Da's principal
Teaching Revelations.
Michael wrote this account eight months after
Avatar Adi Da Samraj's Divine Mahasamadhi.
The
call came over the radio that Bhagavan Adi Da had collapsed in Picture Perfect. It was immediately clear that this
was extremely serious, so I ran to the room of Charles Seage, Bhagavan Adi Da’s
physician, and we got on a cart [1] and were at Picture
Perfect within two minutes of the event. I remember that, while driving to Picture
Perfect on the cart, I was frightened, but I was also thinking “it’s a swoon,
it has to be.”[2] Picture Perfect quickly became
a very busy scene of service to our Master, we all were focused in touching His
precious Body, assisting the doctors, and seriously invoking and calling to Him
to return to His Body. Some of us were telling Bhagavan that we weren’t ready
for Him to leave yet. Adi Da's youngest daughter, Naamleela,
held Bhagavan’s great head and whispered softly to His Divine Presence in His
ear. Looking back on it, I can see that it took a long time for me to realize
that Bhagavan had passed. I think that we were so focused in serving His return
— and for me, in denial and hope and fear all at once — that it must have been
an hour or more before I realized this calling to Him and serving His Divine Body
were not causing Bhagavan to re-animate His Avataric Bodily Human Form. I asked
the doctors what else could be done, and they both said “it is a Spiritual matter
now, there is nothing more that can be done medically.” When it was clear
to all of us in the room that Bhagavan had passed, we brought in the stretcher
and gently placed His Blessing Body on it. We carried our Beloved Master to His
bedroom at Aham Da Asmi Sthan and placed Him on His bed in a seated posture. Then
the vigil began. I was in shock, and didn’t really allow the full descent
of the sorrow until the next day when I was orienting Bhagavan Adi Da’s Fijian
devotees from Ciqomi.[3] I was telling them that they
would be invited into Bhagavan’s Bedroom to view His Body. When I looked at Finiasi’s
face, I could see His deep sorrow, and I began to weep. I walked over to Ruchiradama
Quandra Sukhapur, and when she saw my face, she began to weep. We went inside
the bedroom, and the Fijians didn’t hold back, they were fully expressive in their
sorrow at the loss of the physical form of their Master. This helped me to also
feel to a greater depth; there was no self-protection effective in that environment.
While this event was very emotional, it also was the beginning for me of finding
Bhagavan Spiritually after His passing. His Transcendental Spiritual Presence
was thick, a Force field in the atmosphere of His Sacred Bedroom space. Not
long after Bhagavan’s Divine Mahasamadhi, devotees started to confess that they
felt Him alive in His Murti, and they felt that He had magnified His Spiritual
Presence through this profound event. I was skeptical of this at first, and didn’t
want to hype anything out of need to find Bhagavan. Now, looking back eight
months later, I am feeling the Truth of what Bhagavan had predicted, that after
His Divine Mahasamadhi, we would go through a time of sorrow, and then we would
find the Humor of His continuing Presence. I find Bhagavan Adi Da to be very much
alive Spiritually, and the relationship with Him to be continuing in tangible
terms. Now I also see the great Grace of the Silver
Hall process. In fact, so many things that Bhagavan Said or did altogether
have become clear to me as Perfect, Brilliant, and of great service to devotees.
Before Bhagavan Adi Da Love-Ananda took His Divine Mahasamadhi, He revealed His
Divine State to His devotees almost daily in the concentrated and set-apart circumstance
of the Silver Hall. He showed us that His Divine Spiritual Body is not bound to
His physical Body, even though He is contacted through beholding the Gift of His
Form. Bhagavan showed us that He is Brightly pervading the room and beyond. He
persisted until we could “see” Him there in the Hall as the Bright, a great Sphere
that included His Body, but was also “larger” than His physical Body. And Bhagavan
kept sitting with devotees. He revealed that this Spiritually alive Body we were
finding, is the same as the Perfect Knower of the Preliminary Practice of Perfect
Knowledge, that the tacit “knowing” of Bhagavan as His Transcendental Spiritual
Blessing is always Prior, Spiritually Full as Love-Bliss Presence, without any
separation, Present in the mere beholding of Him. He said that this discovery
is profound and can radically alter the life of the devotee. I find that this
Spiritual revelation given by Bhagavan is slowly becoming the core of the culture
here at Adi Da Samrajashram. This story
appears in Adi
Da's Divine Mahasamadhi and Adidam in Perpetuity and Spiritual
Transmission
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